Lamps in a cafe in San Juan Islands

If I Didn’t Work, I Would Work

01.31.09

Today, while making dinners for two couples that just had their first babies, I had a thought. Wouldn’t it be great just to help people all day? I am a teacher, so that’s what I do, but I get paid for it. Also, I feel like my teaching duties sometimes keep me from helping, hanging out with, or communicating with others–friends, family, and strangers. Sometimes my work keeps me from taking care of me. So, if I didn’t work, what would I do all day? Here’s what I would LOVE to do:

Keep a garden that would feed Justin and me. Donate the rest. Cut flowers and give to others. Cook for people who are too busy. Keep my house clean. Help others with their laundry, shopping, errands. Write letters, call people, send emails. Take pictures. Tutor elementary, middle, and high school students. Help with Ohana more often. Write letters to Compassion children. Knit scarves, hats, baby booties, bibs, socks, mittens, and gloves for people who need them and just for fun (baby showers, etc.). Read and journal. Volunteer at food banks. Exercise. Take people to coffee or to dinner. Work on my dissertation (at some point). Go for walks. Babysit for tired parents. Travel with a cause: building schools, building homes, teach intensive gardening, etc. Start cleaning out stuff we don’t use/need anymore. Write letters for Amnesty International. Visit family for long stretches of time. Host more get-togethers. Go camping and hiking. Travel anytime.

Can I be a millionaire without working so I can keep my house and afford to give to others?

Is this insane?

New Year’s Resolutions: A Three-Year Reflection

01.11.09

I made these for myself in 2007. Let’s see how I did in 2008 and 2007:

finish reading “New Testament and the People of God”: YES–2007
read the Bible (exclusively) during Lent: NO, in either year
look for more opportunities to serve: Yes, somewhat in 2007. In 2008–service projects at Ohana help with this.
visit other churches’ activities to get reconnected with our brothers and sisters in Christ: Yes, somewhat in 2007. In 2008, visited Emerald City Bible Fellowship and working to get connected with Christian coworkers.
sign up for co-rec soccer: Done and done in 2008; Probably won’t during the school year this year.
learn Mandarin Chinese from Lan this summer (keep in practice with my Spanish and Italian, for starters!): No, she moved!
more hiking and camping: No camping, but some hiking—still the same in 2007 and 2008–no camping :(
knit socks (NO), mittens (NO), baby kimono (Started it), baby blanket (No), baby bibs (YES), and wrist warmers (NO): Wow. I seem to be at a knitting standstill. Baby bibs and scarves seem to be all that I want to do.
run in more 5Ks and 10Ks; run more regularly: Totally didn’t run at all last year (2007). In 2008, I ran a 5K–the Fremont Oktoberfest. This year (2009) I have a treadmill, so I look forward to running indoors.
be more proactive with Mary Kay business: No, but doing OK. I don’t know if this is a goal I have anymore.
become more organized; get rid of several items a week (I hate having so much stuff that I don’t use just lying around!): YES! Doing that this year, too. I REALLY want to simplify what I have.
go to Portland (NO in 2007; went twice in 2008!), Vancouver (YES in 2007), New England/Northeastern States (NO in 2007; Went to NY/DE/PA in 2008), and San Francisco (YES!) with Justin
sing/play french horn again? learn bass (I picked up some in December!) and acoustic so that I am able to play (Not yet….): I am not sure that I will have time to do this, but I do enjoy singing. I will have to have a reason to play guitar or French Horn if I am really going to learn it.
garden (veggies and decorative) YES! I had a great garden this year, and I planted dahlias and other decorative garden plants
have friends over more often for dinner, etc. NO in 2007; Some in 2008, but not nearly enough!
become more professional as a teacher, as far as reading journals (NO in 2007; Yes in 2008), presenting more (YES both years), and getting published (NO in 2007; No in 2008); research PhD programs (YES!) in Science Education or other areas of interest–Accepted in 2008!
blog…with pictures! No….YES in 2008
be more money savvy: Started to become proactive, but we’re not there yet in 2007; In 2008–Started a Budget!!

2008: I did about half of the resolutions on this ridiculously long list, which I count as some sort of triumphant victory. Does anyone actually expect to do all of them?
2009: Looking Ahead: I am fairly optimistic this year when I look at what I set out to do in 2008 and what I want to do in 2009. I have stayed fairly consistent in my goals and with what I want to do in life, whether that is for better or worse. I know now that I have a habit of setting goals that are ridiculous for the year, but for a three year cycle, they aren’t so bad!

The Benefits of Being Snowed In Before Christmas

12.21.08

I know there are people out there that MUST make it to work–EMTs, police, ER workers, radio/TV reporters, DOT workers, and many more–so don’t get me wrong. I don’t assume everyone gets a snow day (or snow week, in our case). Heaven knows, retailers (especially online retailers such as Amazon) and postal workers also have to keep up their work.

But I was just thinking about the people who have gotten to stay home with their kids, bake cookies, take the time to write to relatives, and just take life a little more slowly. Because we CAN’T make it to 4 Christmas parties in a weekend, go to the mall, or get gussied up for a night out at the Nutcracker, perhaps we can focus on the reason for our festivities. Some people have no power, which shuts down access to the internet, video games, and DVDs. Maybe we use our minds to read, create, and write now–an option anytime of the year that is usually overridden by our constant access to passive media.

Justin and I went on a walk to the mailbox and to Schuck’s to see if they had tire chains (walking–another benefit of icy roads!). On the way, we saw that the gas station was out of gas, and that Firestone and Schuck’s were out of chains. However, the most heartwarming sights we saw were neighborhood kids playing together, using McClellan’s closed roads as a sledding course, and seeing adults help cars get un-stuck from the snow. We saw another man skiing down another hill.

I’m not excited that we’ll have to go to school until almost July, that my flight was postponed, or that many retailers will face dismal sales this year due to the weather, but I am thankful that I’ve had just a little more time before the holidays to rest, get caught up on that which gets neglected during my busy school year, and enjoy the company of my husband.

A REAL Snow Day

12.21.08

It is snowing HARD here in Seattle. Yesterday we had a snow day, but no snow, as heavy snow was predicted during the school day. (Gotta love Seattle, although there is history behind this–look up the 1990 snowstorm in which 1,200 kids had to spend the night at school due to a snowstorm during school hours.) Snow fell Saturday night, causing late arrivals Monday and Tuesday. Well, this morning at about 4, snow pellets started falling, two earth-shaking thunderclaps (apparently called thundersnow) sounded out after lightning, and at least 3″ of snow have fallen so far. I was checking the weather cams around the city, and I came across this one–it’s so snowy, the camera speaks for itself.

Traffic Cam

Today we’re taking it easy–we had a late, healthy breakfast of steel cut oats and poached pears. I updated my Amazon wishlist, read a few blogs, and let Virgil step out into the snow to sniff around. I’d love to go out and explore our area and take some pictures after I finish my grad school paper (one page and proofreading left!). I doubt we’ll have school tomorrow, which might allow me to get the house cleaned up, get the newsletters sent out, and get some laundry done. I also need to finish packing, grade some papers, and do a little more (online) Christmas shopping.

We had some plans for this weekend–I hope we can still get out and enjoy a couple of social events before we leave! Ohana’s Christmas party is Saturday night, and our play is Friday night. I also have another life insurance medical exam scheduled for Friday at 5:30, but I wouldn’t mind if that were cancelled :) .

I just finished my latest book–The Nanny Diaries. One might think it’s a fluffy, mindless book, but I guarantee that anyone will be riveted by the injustices present in the gap between the haves-too-much and the have-somes. I actually picked it up to read during the students’ silent reading time in advisory and enjoyed it so much I took it home to finish it. I’ve read quite a bit this year, and my next adventure will be reading the complete Sherlock Holmes collection–over 1,000 pages of delightfully classic English Literature. Any other recommendations for Christmas and New Year travel reading? I’m looking for something to I can read on a plane, in the car, or curled up with some coffee or cocoa. If you know me, that is just as easily non-fiction as it is fiction, and a snow day pulls out the readers in all of us.

Reality: Economics and War

11.08.08

Recently, I was discussing the difference between the current economic situation/war in Iraq and the Great Depression/World Wars I and II with a friend of mine. We were talking about how, even though we haven’t lived in both eras, they seem so different even though they are both times of war and economic crisis. We are in a war, but I don’t feel like I am sacrificing anything, and it just feels so far away. I’m not having to ration sugar or flour, donate scrap metal or tires, or grow a victory garden. We are in hard times, economically speaking, but I still have my home, my job, and food on the table. I’m not making dresses out of curtains or living life the Walton family-style.

The main difference seems to be the abstract nature of war and economics in this century. In fact, so much seems abstract, especially information, advertising, and the nature of some people’s jobs. So little feels “real” anymore (including our food–see previous posts). How might we live differently if we could feel the weight of our country’s actions? We get so far removed from issues of national debt–even our own debt–and the debt of those who have lost their lives in a war that, to so many Americans, doesn’t even feel real. How might we live differently if we could grasp this reality?

Sunset: 4:39 p.m.

11.08.08

Dark days, darker nights. You can’t escape this in Seattle, and the next 10 days aren’t looking any better rain-wise.

Since I’ve been thinking about the impact of turning back the clock last weekend, I wanted to respond to a “writer’s block” prompt I found on Hillary’s blog:

As the Northern hemisphere spins toward the shortest day of the year, it’s getting dark earlier and earlier. What comforts do you fall back on when the days are short and the nights are long?

For me, it’s warm drinks, especially coffee, chai, green tea, red tea, cocoa, and cider. I love cooking from fall’s bounty, too. I just made a spinach, fontina, pear, and chicken sausage pizza with some herb dough that fed my winter cravings. I love sweet potatoes and butternut squash, oatmeal, a hearty chili or stew, and anything with pumpkin or cranberries. I much prefer a blood-red pomegranate or a Honeycrisp apple to Halloween treats or stocking stuffers. The natural sweetness and beautiful colors of the foods of fall are what appeal to me most.

I love reading when the days get darker, as well. Since September, I have read quite a few books, and I’m working on two right now. On Halloween, I bought the complete works of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, but I’m not there yet. I enjoy reading in bed right before I fall asleep nestled in the comforter’s folds. There’s something about a good story to keep me going through the long, dark winter.

I also like light and fire this time of the year. Right now, I’m typing this accompanied by a candle on the table. Other times, I might turn on our gas fireplace while Justin and I (and Virgil, if we’re lucky) snuggle on the couch and watch a movie. Perhaps we’ll string up our twinkle lights before having people over for board games and snacks–anything to drench our home with the warmth of light.

Lastly, I like to take advantage of any clear, crisp days we have that might feature the SUN! Now, for Seattle, the next 10 days feature a rather high chance of rain. However, on a clear morning, if I can look out my classroom and see Mount Rainier shining in the distance, surrounded by fog at its feet, I know it will be a good day, albeit only 8 hours of sunlight. I love clear, crisp days, though I’m more likely to find them in Idaho at my in-law’s or in Arkansas with my family. I look forward to being there in a little more than a month :) , because if there are more remedies to short days, they are travel, friends, family, and holidays.

Puyallup Fair and Other Pics

09.13.08



Too cute, uploaded by amybaeder.

I’m ridiculously tired, but I wanted to let everyone know I posted pics from the last month on Flickr. This tiny little bunny was one of the many delightfully adorable creatures Dawn and I saw at the Puyallup Fair this morning. Take a look at this photos when you get a chance! I’m off to bed.

Later….

My Harvest: Part III

09.01.08

Sunday I had pre-church breakfast at a home in Seattle where chickens take residence in the backyard. I have already expressed my fondness for the idea of urban chickens, but reading “A Delicious Revolution” by Celia Barbour made me want to don my overalls and purchase some laying hens. Barbour argues that every day we eat something–something that should connect us to our natural world, but in this day of over-processed and over-packaged food, she states, “the food that crosses your lips probably bears as much resemblance to its natural state as a chicken nugget does to a barnyard hen.” She states that a food revolution is going on, and she seems to say that this revolution is one in which anyone with money and taste buds can be involved. By buying organic and local, by frequenting farmer’s markets, by growing your own food, or by participating in Community Supported Agriculture, one can take a stand about the food they are eating.

How might our world be different if we took ownership of our food, especially for our children’s sake? What if all cities had a School Lunch Initiative that replaced over-processed, HFCS-infused mystery meats on a stick, made into fingers, or put on a bun with fresh, local, nutritious ingredients, as Alice Waters has done in Berkeley, California. Granted, Seattle Public Schools has made progress
with multigrain buns, seasonal fresh fruit, vegetarian options, and r-BST hormone free milk, but could we partner more with local farmers or p-patches for some of these meats, fruits, or veggies?

Last Friday, Justin and I celebrated our 8-year anniversary at a neighborhood restaurant that attempts to use as many local ingredients as possible, and I must say, it was delicious. What would it look like if more restaurants adopted seasonal ingredients and seasonal menu? Again, I think Seattle is ahead of the curve with such restaurants as Union, Dahlia Lounge, and La Medusa (all delicious!) that make it their mission to feature fresh, local, and seasonal ingredients. But should I have to pay almost $100 a meal for two people to enjoy the delights of fresh, local, seasonal, and organic foods? Right now, enjoying a slice of an heirloom tomato or a prairie-fed, pan-roasted organic chicken in a restaurant is an exclusive treat that few can enjoy, when it used to be a routine that most Americans What about the majority of our nation’s restaurants–can they, too, benefit from a partnership with local farmers? One might state, “But then the menus would be different from month to month! But then a meal in Santa Fe chain might be different from one in Vermont!” Yes. The towns in the US might just regain some of their regional distinctiveness again, perhaps at the expense of our all-important consistency and homogeneity in fast-food restaurants and sit-down chains. Americans might have to regain their sense of taste and seasonality in an effort to cut down on carbon emissions, support local farmers, and eat in a more healthy manner.

The other day Justin and I walked to Safeway in our neighborhood. On the end of an aisle, right next to the checkout, there was a display for 10 Little-Debbie boxed snacks for $10. Each box contained at least 1600 calories, meaning a person could buy most of a day’s worth of calories for $1. But is that the type of food that we want to encourage our American families to eat? Apparently someone close to home has thought about this, because Seattle’s Columbia City Farmer’s Market, according to the Rainier Valley Post, is doubling food stamps. This means the “money” will stretch a little further for these families at the sometimes-pricey farmer’s market. Sustainable, local food should be an option for low-income, urban apartment dwellers and middle-class suburbanites, not just a luxury that a few can afford due to lifestyle changes of neo-hippies who move to a coop, rural families that still sustain themselves through hunting, fishing, and growing their own food, or those with enough money during these hard economic times to spend on quality food. Now….who wants to help me figure out how to raise chickens?

My Harvest: Part II

08.30.08

I spent a few minutes this afternoon in my garden picking cherry tomatoes and green beans. I have mentioned before how satisfying this process of planting, tending, and harvesting my own food is, but this time, I want to approach it from an environmental angle, as well as from the perspective of gardening as an innate need.

Since reading The Omnivore’s Dilemma, I have run across two other articles about growing one’s own food in two magazines: Wired and O. Wired’s September 2008 article, written by Clive Thompson, is titled “Grow Your Own” and is about urban farming and microgardening. It seriously makes me want to buy chickens. Thompson argues that this movement is not just for health-conscious foodies and hipsters, but for those that would like to tackle our world’s food resource problems. Thompson states, “a massive increase in edible gardening could help solve them….the next president should throw down the gauntlet and demand Americans sow victory gardens once again.”

I would have no problem with that. I remember my own curiosity as I watched old cartoons that featured these patches of patriotism–these front yards filled with carrots and beans, a backdrop for the roundup of old tires and aluminum cans. I yearned for my own square of earth to tend, and now I have one. However, I doubt that mine is as prolific as the ones grown during the WWII era, which produced “roughly 40 percent of the fresh veggies consumed in the US in 1942 and 1943,” states Thompson. I sense that quite a bit of canning and preservation must have been happening, as well.

Thompson argues for urban gardening for the following reasons:
1) We are facing “a wave of obesity,” states Thompson. Growing fresh veggies might encourage families to eat the recommended 5-9 servings per day, although I think the preparation of these veggies as well as several other factors are going to make more of a difference.
2) The globalization and industrialization of our food poses health risks. If we grew our own food, would we have e. coli in our spinach and jalapenos? Globalization also means that our food is coming from further away, emitting tons of CO2 in its wake. Thompson states, “when you shop for dinner ingredients in and around your home, the carbon footprint nearly disappears.” He advocates for a 100-yard diet rather than a 100-mile diet (which, I argue, is far better than the 1,800 mile average that any given food product travels to most consumers). He states that growing our own food would establish our food independence, although I am not sure how much we truly rely on other countries for our food NEEDS versus our culinary wants.
3) Planting crops in rooftops will cool cities cheaply (and, I say, provide fewer impervious surfaces in our cities).

I will gloss over Thompson’s weak connection to gardening technology–a requirement for his ability to publish this very non-wired topic in Wired magazine–and skip to my favorite part. Thompson states, “Growing our own food again would reconnect us to this country’s languishing frontier spirit.” But is it the frontier spirit to which we need reconnecting? I argue that it is a connection to something more primal (and for that matter, less Eurocentric)–the Neolithic need for self-reliance, as discussed in The Omnivore’s Dilemma.

I cannot tell you the number of times I have felt the urge to build, create, knit, grow, sew, and preserve–skills that, unless stranded, are not necessary to my existence. Michael Pollan, author of The Omnivore’s Dilemma, puts it this way:
“Isn’t it curious how in so many of our pasttimes and hobbies we play at supplying one or another of our fundamental creaturely needs–for food, shelter, even clothing? So some people knit, others build things or chop wood, and a great many of us “work” at feeding ourselves, by gardening or hunting, fishing or foraging…..something in us apparently seeks confirmation that we still have the skills needed to provide for ourselves. You know, just in case…..It may be little more than a conceit at this point, but we like to think of ourselves as self-reliant, even if only for a few hours on the weekend, even when growing the stuff yourself winds up costing twice as much as wit would to buy it at the store.” Well, we won’t even go into the cost of my knitting hobby or how little I have used my sewing machine in the last 8 years, but I agree with Pollan. Americans love to be self-reliant, but I think it’s more of a human need than an American need.

Perhaps I can relate to Pollan because I come from Arkansas, dubbed the Natural State, a land of green rolling hills where, in the southeast and southwest of the state, I have grandparents that tend successful gardens. Do folks from Los Angeles and New York feel the same tug to plant seeds indoors that I do when March rolls around? Would they get the same satisfaction from nurturing their need for self-reliance in the same way that I do when it comes time to can tomatoes or bake homemade cobbler from freshly picked blackberries? I don’t know, but from reading Thompson’s article, perhaps it would be better for planet Earth if everyone gave it a try.

My Harvest: Part I

08.23.08



My Harvest, uploaded by amybaeder.

I think a lot about food in a time where people shouldn’t have to obsess about it because it is everywhere, anytime, and in just about any form one can imagine. Maybe that’s why I think about it so much. I wonder where food comes from, what it tastes like, when it will go bad, who grew it, when I will make it, if we have enough of it at home, and when I will eat it. I enjoy reading books and articles about where our food comes from because it is something that impacts everyone everyday. I’ve read Super Size Me, Chew on This, Fast Food Nation, Botany of Desire, and The Omnivore’s Dilemma, which have all influenced my views on food, especially industrially-grown food. I’m not a vegetarian yet, but I am definitely interested in locally-grown, sustainable food.

The picture on this page is from my garden–two 4′X6′ beds with peppers, squash, tomatoes, chives, broccoli, carrots, chard, and beans in them. I also have lavender, mint, basil, and rosemary (as well as completely unsuccessful eggplant and lettuce). We have eaten just a few meals from my harvests, but I feel completely connected to my food as a result of having tended these plants since, in some cases, March. Sometimes it’s a little scary for me to eat veggies that I know has been in my yard because I know there is construction dust, exhaust, stray cats, and a resident slug around my food. These are the least of a consumer’s worries, but it’s easier to not know about where our food comes from and to think that it magically appears in our grocery stores than to think of our food as part of an ecosystem.

I know that I will continue to grow my own food as long as I can for this first reason: a connection to my food, an appreciation for how much work goes into growing, say, a carrot, and knowledge of where my food has been.